NovemberNovember for me should be a happy time for me b\c is the month of my birthday on the 15th but its not. I have lost my dog, and a dear friend of mine. I lost my dog to heartworms and it still affects me today when I think about him. The friend that I lost b/c of what I had said in school and to this day she wont talk to me and I can understand. All of this has happened are my birthday and about every year I lost a pet in NovemberNovember
Some days i cry to my selfsome days i just wonder why i dont stop what i am doing and start to crySome days i cry to my self
on those days i think about my past and wounder "why did i do that"
i have to hold back from crying some days b\c i am arond what friends that i have and others that i lost by missforchen of my actions
i know that they wont talk to me at all when i know what i have done was wrong to do in the first place
but i knew better that do it and i did anyway
how can i make it up to them
I have friendi have a frend that hates me simce november of 04. When i try to talk to this friend shy would yell out "GO AWAY" then run away crying from me. I stop and think what did i do to her. some days i think what did i do and cant think of what i did. some times i wounder that she was forced to not love me any moreI have friend
How my life is nowToday there was a fight that put this famly to the end of its span. The fight has turned into a total war that has put me into the middle of things. It bothers me so much. Since the war had started i have become the pease keeper it is tearing me to peaces. So bad that a dont know what way is up or down. In later days i dont know what i will do. I shall hold on to keep this famly in line with all of my might.How my life is now
i need help !!!!!!
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